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The name's Sarah. Those of you who know the personal stuff are probably the ones who are supposed to know it so im not going to focus on that. I am a pretty deceint person, I think. It takes a lot to make me hate you. It takes almost nothing to make me love you. I fall for people too hard, too quickly. It's always the wrong person. I'm always the one that gets hurt. I care too much. I have SLD. It's a disease I created; it means you can't open your own locker. I was born with a heart problem. Its okay; I got it fixed. I'm quite lucky; most people aren't that fortunate. I'm a strong fighter against HIV/AIDS. I am HIV negative; but it doesn't change the fact that there are around 39.4+ million people who are infected with the virus. Ask me about it sometime, I know all the facts. I love theatre. It is what I live and breathe. You want to label me? Thespian. No, it doesnt mean anything like 'lesbian' even though they sound similiar. It means a person who is dedicated to theatre. My favorite musical and movie is Rent. You could say I'm a hardxcore Renthead. Try being my friend; you might be surprised with the outcome. I usually let people in fairly easily. But my trust is fragile. Those who have earned it have it. I respect you if you can tell me something good about yourself. I am offended easily; too easily. I take simple things and complicate them. I speak what's on my mind; it always gets me in rough situations. I want to be a shrink. I know a lot about drugs; but I do not do them, nor have I ever tried them. I plan to keep it that way. I dont fear taking risks, I fear their outcome. I would be honored to fall in love with someone and have them fall in love back. I am afraid of losing my dignity. I love my friends and family; They are the soul purpose as to why I am still here. I would do anything and everything for them. My biggest fear is losing any of them. I think about it everyday. I stress too much about the friendships I have now, and I focus on the lost relationships in the past too much. Memories are a mystery to me. I get upset from time to time because of something good that happened in the past because it doesnt happen today. It makes me wonder. Would I rather not ever have memories or have memories but deal with the pain of them that they cause? I ask myself that every day. I like to write. I suppose you can tell that by now. I'm pretty good with hair, fashion, and makeup. Let me do your nails; you'll like it. I can't stand being alone. I need to be with someone constantly. Give me a chance. That's all I ask. I might end up being your best kept secret and your biggest mistake; but its worth a shot.

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